No tItLe

Mittens

2011-01-09T02:42:00.002+08:00

You Are Curious

You are always investigating something. You love to research and learn.

You are very intellectual, but you have a playful side to you as well. You believe knowledge is fun.

You find yourself drawn toward difficult subjects. You feel like there is nothing too difficult for you to master.

You are precise and detail oriented. Facts and figures are very important to you.

The Mitten Test

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My path

2010-12-30T06:33:00.002+08:00

You Are Flexible

You crave self-sufficiency and independence. You're ready to break out on your own.

You are working on following your gut. Your intuition is usually right, and you know you should listen to it more.

Your past has made your ready for a major breakthrough, and you're just about to have it.

The key to improving your life right now is to stop ignoring the relationship process. Intimacy can't be rushed.

How Do You Shape Your Life?

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Book

2010-12-18T02:27:00.002+08:00

You Are a Paperback Book

You are an avid reader, and you probably buy a lot of books. And nothing beats an inexpensive paperback you can carry around.

You read whatever you feel like reading. You aren't a snob, and you aren't ashamed of your tastes.

You always have a stack of books to get through, and it seems to be constantly multiplying.

You don't mind waiting for a book you want to come out in paperback. You have plenty to read in the meantime!

Are You a Hardcover Book or a Paperback Book?

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Hot drink

2010-12-13T10:13:00.001+08:00

You Are a Peppermint Mocha

You are a very popular person. People genuinely like you, and you keep friends for a long time.

You are naturally outgoing. You get a thrill from being around others - whether they're old friends or perfect strangers.

You love that life is bittersweet. You saver every emotion that you have.

You like to be cozy and relaxed during the holidays. You save the stress for other people!

What Starbucks Holiday Drink Are You?

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Smell nice...

2010-12-07T04:26:00.001+08:00

You Are Elegant and Sophisticated

You are an idealist. You have a dream of how the world should be, and you resist straying from from your ideals.

People accuse you of being a romantic, and it's true enough. You believe in fairy tale endings.

You're the type of person who believes that less is more. You don't like clutter of any kind.

You appreciate luxury more than other people. You can't help it... you have expensive tastes!

The Smell Test

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Cassette...

2010-12-05T03:09:00.005+08:00

You Are Open-Minded

You prefer music that is new, different, and even a bit experimental. You have broad tastes.

You are both a tolerant and adventurous person. You'll take a risk and even enjoy yourself if it doesn't work out.

You are cosmopolitan and well versed in culture. Many of the things you love are acquired tastes.

You are progressive and even downright radical. Your ideas are definitely a bit outside the mainstream!

The Cassette Tape Test

Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

Girl's Generation Tiffany - Ring

2010-12-05T03:09:00.002+08:00

Super Junior Kyuhyun - Listen...to you

2010-12-04T11:27:00.001+08:00

나는 오늘 밤 배가 고팠

2010-12-04T09:08:00.005+08:00

You Are Bright and Intuitive

You can take in a lot of information at once. You're excellent at remembering details, and you are able to see how each piece of the puzzle fits together.

Beyond understanding what's in front if you, you're also good at seeing what's missing.

Your energy level is fairly high and consistent. You are good at being able to get yourself going.

Your signature latte would be a skinny latte. Even if you aren't on a diet, you don't really like your food to weigh you down.

The Latte Art Test

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You Are Macaroni and Cheese

Compared to most people, you are quite playful. You are a big kid at heart.

It doesn't take much to make you happy. You live for simple, happy moments.

You are very content. You don't try to make life overly complicated.

You remain thankful for whatever you have. Even if it isn't much, you make the best of things.

What Pasta Dish Are You?

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You Are Fun

Even though a lot of people see life as black and white, you're more flexible.

You try not to take sides, and you like to see every part of an issue.

You get along with almost everyone, and you are a very positive person in general.

Life is so exciting and magical. You choose to be uplifting. You have spirit!

How Does Your Cookie Crumble?

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You Are Solid and Honest

Your sense of humor is goofy and silly. You try to never hurt people with your jokes.

You are the type of person who does well with math, writing, and other academic subjects. You are a good student.

You have fun when you're doing your favorite things. You know what you like.

You are the type of person who completes projects easily. You like to do one thing at a time.

The Chocolate Chip Cookie Oracle

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The Chocolate Oracle Says You're Classy

You are sophisticated, modern, and high class.

Your taste is refined, but you are not picky.

You are often the first to try something new.

You are down to earth and lovable.

A true friend, you're very tolerant and understanding.

In fact, your friends' biggest problem is that they don't like each other!

You love to be in love. You crave romance, whether you're single or not.

You feel lost when you don't feel passion... you need someone to adore.

The Chocolate Oracle

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Summer balloon tree

2010-12-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

You Are Intuitive

You are a very balanced and steady person. You don't get swept away by emotions.

You have measured responses to life's chaos. Your feelings play an important role in your life.

You believe it's important to help others, and you don't mind if your contributions go unrecognized.

You don't need to be appreciated to feel good. You already are proud of who you are!

What Does Your Birth Season Say About You?

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You Are a Perfectionist

You are not a person who is concerned with details. You only tend to see the big picture.

You are slow to act. You like to weigh your options carefully before deciding what to do.

You are a dreamer, but you often make sure to act on your dreams. You don't just like to imagine!

You are content and harmonious. You've made your peace with the world.

The Soap Bubble Test

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You Are Confident and Dominant

You are a very independent, do it yourself kind of person. You've had to rely on yourself.

You know how to be strong for yourself and the people you love. You have a protective streak.

You sometimes come off as a little assertive. You know what you want, and you're not afraid to go get it.

The only thing you require from people is that they're straight with you. You are ready for the truth.

The Tree Test

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Rodent~

2010-12-02T06:17:00.000+08:00

You Are a Beaver

You are a creature of action. You always like to get moving on your dreams.

You need to stay busy to be happy - both with work and with fun.

You have big dreams, and you plan carefully to achieve them.

You have your priorities straight, and you're capable of building something amazing.

What Rodent Are You?

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Balanced

2010-12-01T06:50:00.002+08:00

You Are Balanced

You are a peaceful and content person. You don't ask too much of yourself or those around you.

You are confident and self-assured. You never try to be someone you're not - you believe that you are enough.

You have a healthy skepticism about the world. You don't buy into a lot of mainstream values.

You've found a better way to live - through deep reflection and understanding yourself.

Are You Bouncy, Bold, Behaved, or Balanced?

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Green Tea Bug

2010-11-30T03:02:00.001+08:00

Your Color is Green

You are an insightful and wise creature. Personal growth is important to you, and you are always changing for the better.

You are very nurturing. You take care of yourself first, and because of this, you are able to take good care of others.

You think that life should be an adventure. You try to never get stuck in a rut.

Even though it can be difficult, you like to break out of your comfort zone. You never want to be stagnant!

What's Your Feng Shui Color?

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You Are Apple Cinnamon Tea

You are a warm and friendly person. You have a compassionate heart, and it shows.

You are naturally sweet and kind. Your spirit of generosity is far reaching.

You love to be cozy and comfortable. You are a natural homebody.

And while you like to be at home, you're not a hermit. You love it when your friends make themselves at home at your place.

What Herbal Tea Are You?

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You Are an Aqua Bug

You are a bastion of harmony and tranquility. You have come as close as possible to achieving inner peace.

You have a lot of perspective on the world. You are able to see things clearly... much more than most people.

You can see all sides to an issue or person. You try to find the middle ground or middle road.

You are confident and sure of yourself. You are clear headed, and that allows you to do that needs to be done.

What Color Bug Are You?

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One Republic - Secret

2010-11-28T06:35:00.000+08:00

Clouds and snowflakes

2010-11-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

You Are Unique Because You're Free

Unlike most people, you don't let yourself be bound by rules and expectations.

You do whatever you feel like doing. You insist on a lot of freedom in your life.

You are rare in that it doesn't bother you to be judged. You don't consider other people's opinions.

Like a snowflake, you go wherever the wind takes you. And that's a very liberating feeling!

The Snowflake Test

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You Are a Cirrus Cloud

You're a bit mysterious and reserved. You mostly keep to yourself and do your own thing.

Some people may even consider you allusive. You're hard to track down at times.

People who know you find you to be very transparent. It's always easy to tell what you're thinking about.

You tend to drift more than most people. You're always trying out new ideas, friends, and even personalities.

What Kind of Cloud Are You?

Blogthings: We'll Tell You The Truth... Someone Has To!

Sistar - Chronos Soul

2010-11-24T04:57:00.000+08:00

My fairytale

2010-11-24T04:49:00.002+08:00

You Are Snow White

You are unique in your captivating beauty and purity of heart. You are simply a good person.

Unfortunately, this also means that there are a few people who are insanely jealous of you.

Your graciousness and simple charm make it easy for you to make friends.

You are generous and don't have superficial bone in your body. You see past appearances and quirks.

What Fairy Tale Are You?

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Spices

2010-11-24T04:45:00.003+08:00

You are Cloves

You are a bold person who definitely makes a splash. You add a little spice to every occasion... you can't help it!

You are strong and a bit stubborn, but you have a sweet side to you as well.

You are deeper than people imagine. People are constantly wrong about what you are and aren't capable of.

You may be cute, but you pack a punch. You're not to be underestimated, that's for sure.

What Fall Spice Are You?

Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

Sea creatures

2010-11-24T04:41:00.003+08:00

You Are a Jellyfish

You are a vulnerable person, but you also have a lot of inner strength. Sometimes you even surprise yourself.

You are very honest and open. You have nothing to hide and resent it when people don't tell you the truth.

You are illuminating and insightful. You understand and explain the world well.

You are energizing and enthusiastic. You get people up and moving.

What Sea Animal Are You?

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My heart

2010-11-24T04:39:00.003+08:00

Your Love is Free

You love openly and easily. You can usually find something to love about someone or something.

You are very compassionate and forgiving. You understand that no one is perfect.

Whenever possible, you try to love instead of hate. You believe that there is too much hate in this world.

You see the best in people, and you hope they see the best in you as well. You think we should all be easier on one another.

The Heart Tattoo Test

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Peanuts

2010-11-24T04:36:00.000+08:00

You Are Linus

You are an optimistic and open minded person. You believe that everything will work out in the end.

You are very kind and forgiving. You're always willing to give someone another chance.

You are highly creative and innovative. People sometimes just don't get what you're doing.

You are brainier and smarter than people realize. You are always thinking, plotting, or dreaming.

What Peanuts Character Are You?

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An act of selfishness...

2010-02-21T11:28:00.000+08:00

do you ever like something in your life?
things that you wanted them to be there for you all the time whenever you want it to
let me make a confession...i do like things
some things that are made of parts so that it will become one
and these parts are very vital to the things that i like
however when time goes by, concequencess also pass by
it's like when you have a jigsaw puzzle that is absolutely meant to be together
but the pieces don't fit into their own part anymore....
how come????
how can this happen????
if it a piece from the puzzle it has to fit in, right?
now that a thought had come to me
now, i think whether the piece fit or not into the place doesn't mean that it doesn't belong to the place that it is suppose to be, neither give us the right to force it to goes into its place
for the matter, if we push the piece too hard it might bring damage to it
then it would not be the same
in many cases new piece of the same one can be attain to fit in the space
it might be the same look, colour and size
but i believe in individuality
everything is one an only no two things are the same
no matter what they are or where they come from
but still, coming back to our reluctant piece of puzzle
damaging it will not bring any benefit to us nor to the piece it self
so should i just let the picture incomplete....
the truth is...i am not so sure myself
however, no matter what it is
i think if i am going to hope and believe that the piece should carry upon its duty to fill in its own place to complete the whole picture without taking its condition into judgement
that will certainly make me a selfish person.
why?
because i want it to fit in for my pleasure
because it is me who want to see the picture
because it is i that think if the piece goes to its place, it will make the picture complete
but for what does the picture need to be completed
for what urgency????
therefore as i rest my case
i think i wouldn't want to be a FANatic of things
if the situation changes and it brings us to a whole new direction
whether we like it or not
we just have to deal with it
this is because a broken part is of the value of no part at all
it's either the picture is complete or you just have to satisfy with what you got
life is not static
though we all go in a circle, which bring us back to where we begin
along the way as we move on, we changed for sure
so with this, i concluded that
if your path bring you to another way and you must take it to be better
i will just let you go,though it may be hard for me
but if keeping you together is nothing more for my own benefit rather than ours
i'd rather let you go than being selfish

2010-02-01T01:26:00.000+08:00

don't even bother to think about it.
doesn't matter anyway
won't happen anymore

a little bit more

2010-01-31T04:54:00.001+08:00

This is interesting! Learn something new everyday....

'Stewardesses' is the longest word
typed with only the left hand.

And 'lollipop' is the longest word typed
with your right hand.

(Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?)

No word in the English language rhymes with
month , orange, silver, or purple.

' Dreamt' is the only English word that ends in the letters 'mt'.

(Are you doubting this?)

our eyes are always the same size from birth,
but our nose and ears
never stop growing.

The sentence: 'The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog'
uses every letter of the alphabet.

(Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?)

The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right
or right to left (palindro mes).

There are only four words in the English language which end in 'dous': tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous.

There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in order: 'abstemious' and 'facetious.'

(Yes, admit it, you are going to say, a e i o u)

TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

A cat has 32 muscles in each ear.

A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds .

A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second.

A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.

A snail can sleep for three years.

Almonds are a member of the peach family.

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

Babies are born without kneecaps.
They don't appear until the child reaches 2 to 6 years of age.

Fe bruary 1865 is the only month in recorded history not to have a full moon.

In the last 4,000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.

If the population of China walked past you, 8 abreast,
the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.

Leonardo Da Vinci invented the scissors

Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite!

Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated.

The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing.

The cruise liner, QE 2,
moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns.

The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket.

The winter of 1932 was so cold that Niagara Falls
froze completely solid.

There are more chickens than people in the world.

Winston Churchill
was born in a ladies' room during a dance.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

Now you know more than you did before!!

shall it rain tonight???

2010-01-30T09:21:00.000+08:00

it is such a lovely night to be tainted by such sorrow of one's own
indeed...
twas it is the night of joy for the finding of endless possibility
inextricably should i be elated to find what i was searching for???
indeed i do...
but then what is this feeling that is troubling me so much?
there is no sadness nor agony for any loss
i didn't loose anything i believe
on the contrary i have it all
i am living my dream
my family love me so much that they would voluntarily confess it to me
i am absolutely capable of living my life in the way that i want it to be
indeed it is intriguing me deep inside, within the core of my existence
such burden that nonetheless i have failed to understand,comprehend, uncover
alas,
it is the thing that is agonising me since...
but in reality....there is no visible signs
no dire need
no beneficial consequence
then why?
it disgusted me that such petty thing could make me feel so ungrateful
for all the bliss and bless that i am showered in
i thought it is long gone
in truth...i have long given up
the effort of trying in any way
i do not understand it perhaps because it is meant to be so
i certainly do not want to be at the loosing end
i am fed up with this
therefore,
let it rain tonight
let the storm rage it anger throughout the darkest moment
then when the new dawn unveiled
what is left is the dew of new hope in a new day
for all this time i can only see your smile, so you will never see any tear from me
i will welcome this storm tonight as tomorrow it will remain only as history

can you put the blame on me???

2010-01-28T22:42:00.001+08:00

i get the idea that writing a blog is to share one's thought....
but must it be so????
can't it just be what it is???
so what if it's not updated, so what if it's boring, so what if no one bothers to read it

so what.....

suppose that you are annoyed by these nagging

yeah,
i know...
i know... and
i am totally aware that there is something that known as privacy
which is...
you can turn your blog to private and keep every single thoughts to yourself and that's it

so what.....
when, how, why i wanna write is my business

if it does not appeal your senses by reading what i wrote
then i believe that it is not your business to read it in the first place, isn't it???

Sigh......

2009-11-13T05:46:00.001+08:00

juz wanna say i'm so sick of looking at my own image n disgusted with my own self. i don't want to be anybody else though...
juz hating my own
head
mind
body
soul
n no,
mother, i don't blame it on u for bringing me into this world.
for that i can't thank u enough for giving me the chance to be a part of your llife.
i beg your forgiveness for not being your shining star nor a glittering diamond
this heart of mine seems....
uncontented with its own existence
i juz can't forgive myself.....
but no worries mother,
i'll do my best to achieve this dream that we dreamt together as a whole family
i won't give up no matter how often i said that i will
i will always pray for u everytime before i go to sleep if i remember,which is always
in case i will no longer wake up. at least that is some last deed i did for u
even it might not be as much as what u did for me
mother, i'm sorry for hating u so much
hope that u always know that
whatever happens
wherever i am
whenever i breathe
i will always love u unconditionally
mother, i know u love me
but i really hope that u'll know that i love u too...

A day in a life of a person

2009-10-24T05:01:00.000+08:00

on my way to town, this view has attracted me

a common view here,i found out as there are quite a lot of similar type of roof here

can you see the chair above the boat?

can you guess what is it for?

an amusing view?

a window of candies....

a hideout from chaos

a sorrow evening, luckily it didn't rain during my adventure

from the eye of the occupent of the attic

sea shells anyone???

tree, i guess you can see

can you figure out what this is?

the end.

For those whom i really care

2009-10-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

just wanna tell those who do care for me that i will always care for u even though i may not show it in any obvious way...
especially dedicated to my family...
i luv u guys no matter what happen or what i did or what i said
this fact will remain forever,ever,ever...
like this song from Miley Cyrus-Right here

Hannah Montana Lyrics

When it is wrong,is it wrong....

2009-10-15T06:04:00.000+08:00

i actually seen this flower on my way home from class.it has nothing to do with my life today but just snap me out from my blues today. make me realise all the small thing that i should always appreciate.anyway, i don't know what's wrong with myself today.....

i feel so hollow and sorrow out of reason and it feel so....

and i really can't figure it out so

is it a sign of depression due to the weather change???

don't tell me a month in an alien land is enough to turn my world upside down.

WAITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm not ready yet to be crazy,too many things that i haven't discover using this beatiful mind of mine

now in my mind it's like being in a middle of nowhere with only

directions to go.

huhu~

but really i feel much better by the time i write this

cheers

Life's trade

2009-05-09T02:27:00.004+08:00

what would you foresee when the whole world are coming against you and you are actually standing alone to face it

would you....
flee
cry
look away
scatter
angry
scared

or would you stand upright and face it with all you've got
has the a idea of being a martyr ever occurred in your mind???

noble,dignity and pride
such words that speak of honor do not however come in at cheap price
therefore at what bargain do you dare to put yourself in???

i have to learn through life that in order to get your hand on something,
you had to eventually let go of the things that you are holding in your grasp
with this statement, i confess that the dearly price of what i had to pay ,
do lift me up to a higher position in this world...

with that, i would like to post another question; how high do you want to be before you finally fall?

or would you think that the sky is the matter of fact is not the limit of whatsoever?

for me, falling is not an option nor the sky is my limit...

as for that...
though i may not have much experienced as many people would claim nor high intellectual ability to make me a respectably philosopher, i do have my experience on bargaining my way to success

indeed i am moving on with my life as if nothing would hold me back,very indeed
but it will never change the fact that everyday i have bear the fact in my mind that every steps that i take to go forward, i will not able to get back on things that i had to give along the process
it is similar like a profit you gain for a loss you cannot recover, plus you are also not allowed to regret it or the transaction will not be fruitful at all for you

on the other hand,
it never fails to unleash my tears whenever i brought myself to ponder about the price that i had to pay every time i am expecting a success in life

the first price that i had to pay,
is for the ticket to this game
it was also the most expensive one that i had ever come to pay - the loss of my dearest one
yet i shed no tear at the moment because everyone around me were weeping...
consequently, i do not allow myself the privilege of expressing my feeling simply because of my position i had to become the shoulder for everyone to cry on...
to look back at it, i was only twelve.
maybe, that the reason of what had become of my present self,
i find it hard to express myself clearly or to open up to others
so that the others can understand me
probably i am in no right of saying that i had faced the worst thing that any human might have
but what can be worse than facing the thing that you most feared in life then lost the ability to feel and express your emotion freely???

it is however not the end of my sufferings and tortures as i am still moving ahead in life with great steps,
to make the matter worst, i am actually living in fast forward motion

now for the time being, i am in deep fear of what is becoming to my future
i am no longer able to bear the aches of losing any more treasure that i owned
no more, i have nothing to offer anymore
i have lost all that are very close to me within these few years
other that that, i am not intending to give up any other souls that care for me
but still... i can't escape the stake that has been set in this bet
what shall i do....what can i do....

i know, if i managed to pass through this storm i will see the clear sky once again...
however,would i be ever to soar like an eagle to sail through this obstacle with widespread wings and glide the wind gracefully till i finally see the fine weather again

i hope that i manage to endure the pain...
as sorrow is my company
and patience is my lover

Salvation,forgiveness,helpless...

2009-05-08T00:44:00.007+08:00

have you ever long for peace so much that it seems eternally you are hoping...

after listening to the song "Tourniquet" by Evanescene, it made me realize bout one important thing...
it is when all is gone and there is nowhere else to go...
we need to turn back to the starting point of everything...
probably the song might show you the situation through the eye of christianity
but that's however...is not really my point here
what i'm trying to say is in life, people tend to have different

AND

Religions...

it does not really matter whenever it comes to this one thing.....
it is the thing that all of us long for, whether we realize it or not
it will eventually lingers in your mind
it consistently nags your conscience
what is it????

the thing is actually PEACE ...

or whatever names you gave it

TrAn quILyTY

HarMOny

CAlmNEsS

the truth is...
i just want to remind you, me, myself and i
that when nothing else make sense, go back to the first thing that really make sense
and that is...the starting point of everything

the highest most devine entity which present in many terms depending on what we want to hold on to

hope it will inspire you to see the same light...

A Friend of Mine

2009-05-05T22:28:00.003+08:00

i just accidently come across this old poem that i made about a year ago
it goes:

I used to have a friend
Forever and ever never a fiend
Striving hard together for an ambition we shared
As all my weakness he hardly cared
We went through life, high and low
Together we strive highly and shared our sorrow
Pity me, how late I discovered this treasure
For he is not around lately till forever
Forever I'm wishing that he'll be near
Sometime so much that I'm nearly in tear
As from this wide world he has gone
And news of this is widely known.

looking at it again do make me realize that i have lose so many thing in life
to be frank, i am totally agree with the saying
" You don't know what you got till it's gone."

still......
though i've pondered about it too many times now
the lesson has not been learnt yet

pity me,pity me

My own corner

2009-05-05T17:28:00.005+08:00

i just want to find a corner of my own. Where people just pass by and ignore my present there. i know that's not most people would want isn't it ? Nowadays lots of us are shoving our way so hard to fame. Not that i loathe the idea of being known by others or popular... It's just that i, simply lost my way in searching for myself ...

i just want some space for me to figure out and feel and so to be my own self again.....just as me,an individual

despair....
is this is it???
why,for all this while
too much have i gave away,too much have i cared for,too much have i hold on,too much have i chased....

alas......
i left myself out in the end.

so, i plea for some small space just a minute room to squeeze in ...
to be , just me.Hoping just for some pure air to breath in without the need of putting on the mask that i paraded day by day in everyday that i strive to be another some one in this world.

pathetic as it is... i won't waste much energy to ponder upon this yet, at least not yet

Therefore,in this corner, a sanctuary of my own, i, just want to be ME...
doesn't matter of what is becoming of me in the future because, the achievement of creating a corner of my own for now, have made this insignificant ,disoriented soul a bit contented of its existent..